Eyes to the Wall

Help me. I'm in the corner. Nothing is there. Black, deep caught blankly caught. Ground, filth, others emerge from dark bob along on the surface. We are the surface of the show helping to create the world. Expansion happens I become onto others. Atom in the vacuum nothing becoming something it has to be.

The girl I see I know. She knows but she doesn't see. We are London we expand I am an atom. To the outside I go. We expand to each other I KNOW HER. She doesn't see me but we know each other I've expanded to her if only she knew it would help us both but she doesn't. Help me expand to the outskirts, we have to expand.

My arm is a shadow. Why? Stare at this head of a monster, deep, heavy, dark. Happens, has to. One fuses to the whole and blood rushes to the other. Thankful to have purpose. Lonely expedition has made me fuse.

Laura laughing. No that's me, but I'm Laura. Wait no. Fused, that's my shadow now. Have it back. I begin to laugh, that was brilliant. Heavy, weightless in the sea. Oppressing my lungs. Where's the shadow? It's me and the rest is meat. I knew this would happen so I got in the corner to start. Help me start it. Stop expanding to the end let the air in. I've got purpose now and I have the joke. Help me in the Vacuum. What's a Vacuum? Oh nothing. The Pond is expanding. Ha ha. Shhhhhhh it's seeping out.